Sunday, August 26, 2012

Reiki principles.

Today I will not hold anger.
Today I will not worry.
I will have integrity in all my doings.
I will have respect for all things.
I will be grateful for my many blessings.

And two I added for my own personal journey.

I will be more positive than negative today.
I will accept people and situations for who and what they are, not for what I want them to be. (tuff one.)

Tuff road

Today I've watched the sun rise and set.
The moon has risen and is guiding o
Us on the home stretch.
My tired body needs some care.
I need to move my state of mind.
I am eternal. I need not worry about my pains. I need not worry.
Just enjoy the ride. That's what I'm here for.


I've been heated,
Not depleted.
And just beginning to groove.
I'm a creator,
But I'm just along for the ride.
I'll be rambling about high tide.
Running on fumes,
Moving so fast I'm leaving dunes.
Inspired by good tunes.

Day 8 conclusion.

Woke up in a hotel today. Got a good. Night sleep. Still on the road now but this is the last leg. About an hour outside of Texas. Not feeling so well today. It's most likey the food I've been eating on this trip. Greasy! Stopped today and bought some fruit. Apples and plums. All from a farmers market. Yumm! Just what the body ordered. Really looking forward to home today. I need to meditate and do reiki. I could do a nap as well. Overall this trip was great had some ruff times, but what stick doesn't have two ends. The contrast made this a perfect experience. Divine in fact.

Rainbows edge

I'm walking up to the ledge.
Feeling like the rainbows edge.
Containing all the colors.
Reflecting like a mirror.
Looking back to gather wisdom.
Living now for freedom.
My soul ached.
Only cause I faked.
But now I've tasted.
I can breathe free,

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Day 7

So today we drove about 12 hours... It was tuff on only 5 or 6 hours of sleep. But I did it. And Utah was gorgeous. I only passed through a corner of Colorado. Kind of bummed. I love Colorado. And I have a friend I haven't seen in about a year! But anyways we made it about half way through new mexico. We decided to do a motel tonight. Great choice. I got my first shower in three days :/ it was amazing. Tomorrow should be our last day. We will be back home. And this trip was a great symbol for my year of change.
The trip forced me to deal with some of my personal issues. And I feel good about myself, I am excited to get back home and see my family and my dog. And I
Looking forward to new beginnings.

Day 6

Drive from Oregon all the way to Utah. Slept in the car. Not the best thing ever. Feel like someone hit me it a drowsy stick. Only 20 more hours To go.....

Friday, August 24, 2012


Mystical fog,
Spirit of the mountains.
Take a minute and listen to my song.
Don't hear the words, feel the sounds.
Red rock to jagged peaks.
Flat grass and ancient redwood.
What my soul seeks.
Deep valleys and deep blues.
Happy days and sad tunes.
The black Crowe is my rooster.
When dawn comes its time to move.

Thursday, August 23, 2012


Does the wind move a tree? Or does the tree use the wind to move?


Fire by my side.
Guiding me with its light.
Protecting me with great power.
Warming my tender feet.
Dancing in the wind.
Popping and crackling.
Your smell comforting.
You have the power to protect life.
And power to burn it down.
My fire burns inside me.
Lighting my way, pushing the darkness away.

Day 5

We made it to camp in Oregon last night at about 5 or 6 pacific time. Whatever that means.
We set up camp and collected firewood. It is beautiful here. Moss envelopes everything. The river is blue and cold. Harley and I rinsed off in its cold waters. About 45 degrees I'd say. I dove head first in and came up gasping for air. The cold pure water cleaned my soul. Today we stated here for a change. We hiked down the river and I finally made some time to meditate. It was intense. Just like this trip ;).
I'm looking forward to the return home. I'll be happy to see my family. The future holds good things for me. I know this to be true nameste my family.

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Day 4

The days are beginning to blur into one. It's good to hear from friends and family back home. Last night weade it to the pacific ocean. We
Came up to it from the mountains. The fog was rolling in as we rolled over the peaks. It's was majestic. I was surprised how cold it was. Must of been 50 degrees when we got there. I had to sleep on the ground again (in a tent). My hammock has got me spoiled. We just made it passed the Oregon state line. Hoping to reach a campsite in about 5 hours or so. Till next time.

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Day three

Tester day we made it into California, it was a long long drive through beautiful nothingness. California is expensive. Glad I'm just passing through. To day we will make it to the pacific ocean!
Until then!

Monday, August 20, 2012

My father has many rooms in his house.

Sitting and listening
Feeling and melting
Rocking not Rollin
Just passion and fear
Just music and the road.
Just loud enough to sync with nature.
A new road, scenic view.

Day 2

So yesterday was a long day. I drove for 12 hours. I crossed all of
New Mexico and most of Arizona.
We tried to camp at the petrified Forrest AZ but by the time we got down to the basin a huge thunder storm rolled in and we decided metal backpacks and metal tents weren't a good idea. So we drove about three mile to the grand canyon. A got to sleep in my hammock. Amazing.
Seen the grand canyon this morning. Pictures can never do it justice. Ok so yesterdays chicken fried steak sucked. So I'm trying another one somewhere else! And actually it was pretty delicious. Not like a Texas CFS but still good. Now we are off to the Hoover dam, and we're gonna have a dam good time.

Sunday, August 19, 2012

Night/day 1

Spent last night at some state park with a nice lake. It was about 70 miles from the Texas border. I was a
Ground dweller last night... I am normal a hammock camper. But the desert lacks trees. We got rained on. It was
Quite the blessing. It really cooled off.
We woke up about 6am. Texas time it was 7am. Funny how time can bend.
We are now 4 hours out in riadoso eating lunch. Chicken fried steak. Let's see if it matches up to a Texas meal.

Friday, August 17, 2012

Lol Delilah


I feel like wind,
Light and free.
So much to see.
I move on influence,
My feelings are my guides.
With angles by my side.
Road block,
My mind has changed.
My mood can be blamed.
To rise above,
Knowing is more than enough.
Released from the stuff.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

X days till D-day

Only about 4 days till my Oregon trip! That knowledge makes it hard to live in the moment. ;) this trip is the culmination of three years of internal soul searching. I will be leaving all that does not serve my higher good. Also looking forward to reconnecting to nature. As my dad says " electric"..
My cousin who is traveling with me is going to leave his addictions behind. I wish him the best of luck.
It's time I start to walk the path i laid for myself. Not the path others expect me to walk. And lately I've been seeing dragonflies everywhere, which represents coming into ones true self and leaving the false self behind. Coincidence? I think not.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

all I have is within me.

It has been two years since I retired my gold crown,
I now wear a crown of black feathers.
Removed the mask made of fear,
now you can see my eyes, my desires.
My wings scrape across the horizon, instinctively.
and my mind abstract, color implosion.
not looking back, tunnel vision.
like music to my ears, the sound of trumpets.
let me weep, and be grateful.
I've seen the flower, incandescent and revolving.
My faith strong, belief everlasting.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Freedom or security.

Ive been guided lately to express my thoughts and feelings on What is more important, worrying about my safety or following my joy no matter the consequences.
To honesty understand this, you must first understand my view on life and death. I believe all of us are souls, who knew upon coming into the physical what was going to happen. We just choose to not remember for the experience of creation. And death, I don't believe in. Its my truth that all life is eternal. Like Alan watts said, everything that exists already exists, all that does not exist will never exist.
That being said. I exist. So I will always exist. So back to my main point, if I am eternal, why should I ever make a decision based on fear, or someone else's beliefs. Just because it is someone's truth doesn't mean it's how I want to live my life. But I'm getting off subject again.
We have this lady here in the town I live in, we call her the dancing lady. She would be considered " mentally handicapped" by most standards. But in my truth she is doing exactly what she is driven to do. Now most people will try and argue that her dancing in the street could bring someone else harm or harm to herself. But that brings me back to the title. Should she worry about her "safety" and those around her, or should she do what she came here to do, live. Live her life totally sovereign, living without others Beliefs tainting who you truly are. I pick freedom over security. In fact that is my security.

Thursday, August 9, 2012

What would it feel like if?

What would it feel like if, I weren't afraid?
What would it feel like if, I didn't fear?
What would it feel like if, I were to follow my heart?
What would it feel like if, I jumped?
What would it feel like if, I soared?
What would it feel like if, I accepted people for who they are?
What would it feel like if, I accepted situations for what they are?
What would it feel like if, I loved again?
What would it feel like if, I lived in the moment?
What would it feel like if, I were passionate?
What would it feel like if, I felt nothing
I know what it feels like to be loved unconditionally.
What would it feel like if, I loved unconditionally?  

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

I love this video.

 David Icke, Bill Hicks, Terence Mckenna, David Lynch, John Hagelin Ph.D

GREAT VIDEO!!! click here!

Rock n roll

Changing consciousness.
Altered state of mind.
Sound so beautiful.
Drives my heart, moves my body.
Looking out for love, big big love!

Faith not fear

Stepping into darkness,
More like jumping into the void.
The void of nothingness,
The nothingness everything came from.
This wisdom gave me wings,
Wings used to soar through the void.
Leaving a trail of light.
Dividing contrast.
Faith not fear.

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Feelings and pretty words.

Sun sparkles and song birds,
Fresh fragrance and soft touching.
Deep heart deeper thoughts.
Sharing belief, connecting emotions.
Tangible love, effervescent words.
Nostalgia for the mind.
Action for the heart.

Thursday, August 2, 2012

The pulse of creation.

I live on the edge of what is accepted. Sometimes I feel like I am beyond that edge, just floating around looking back on the "pulse of what is accepted". Sitting on the edge allows me to look ahead and play with new ideas, it also allows me to look back and analyze. I have people in my life who try and pull me back into the pulse, By pushing their ideals and ethics on me.
Ironic my choice of words. Pushing and pulling.
I prefer to be on the edge. Where things are uncertain, where creation happens. Sometimes it feels lonely on the edge, but that is the contrast. The same reason a dog deals with bugs in the eye while sticking his head out of a moving car. It's worth the ride. And I know I am not alone, I have many friends and good family, and to top it off, I have source. I just wish I had someone to share ideas with, someone to be creative with, someone to love me for "me". The me that is eternal, the me that I know. I know I still have work to do on me still. But after all I have an eternity, what's the rush.

Wednesday, August 1, 2012


When my mind is a drift
My emotions hard as fists.
Out of sync
And beginning to sink.
I place my hands over my face
And I am moved from this place,
Taken to infinite space.
Technicolor blossoms of emotion,
Adrift in an ocean.
Soaked in light,
Everything is so clear from this height.
Level headed and feeling alright.