Sunday, July 29, 2012

Missing connection

Bottomless black, white noise.
Stillness, waiting to erupt.
It's only a matter of time,
until the light reaches the darkness.
Are my eyes ready?
Can my gaze steady,
With my heart heavy?
Quiet. Again quiet.

Friday, July 27, 2012


Unbalance, I feel afloat.
In a sea of turbulence and emotion.
Anchor dragging bottom
Hard to blossom, too much salt
But that's my fault,
I am the captain and I am the wind.
I must hoist my anchor
Time to set sail.
Rain or hail, I cannot fail.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

From earth to moon

From green trees to endless deserts.
The music of the bullfrog
To the dance of lovers.
From blue skies to green waters.
The stillness of the crane
To the chaos of man.
From the full earth to the emptiness of space.
To the grey of the moon.

dreams alive.

Dreams, while I sleep.
Pulsing deep, as I slumber.
they move me to a place, unfamiliar.
another time, a new face.
skin light blue, like the ocean.
tall and bright, with long white hair.
we move seamlessly, from thought to thought.
the world looks so beautiful from this height.
I feel contempt, slightly lighter.
my aura flickers bright,
I sit and wipe away the nights journey from my eye.  

healing! with Abraham Hicks

How to Imagine Beyond What Is

Monday, July 23, 2012

My mountain.

A feeling missing
A longing for
Shimmers of pink
Currents of blues and emerald
Whirlpooling together
Darting reptiles
Like my darting emotions
Quick and speratic
Dark and esoteric
Deep and pulling
Where have you gone
Where have I gone.


I am therefor I am.
My awareness of my reality is growing. It seems like I can shift small things in my reality much easier than normal. Things are moving along very nicely lately. My black cloud still follows me, but I know now it's purpose. It is to test what I have learned. And my reaction to that black cloud ( whatever it may be.) determines whether or not I am ready for the shift.
So my black cloud is my buddy. He reminds me of who I want to be.
Till next time. Namaste.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Enchanted rock.

Took my gear out to enchanted rock, my one last run through before my Oregon trip. All went well, just hot.
Sweated all the weakness out again. The no-see-ems tore me up. Because I'm sweet.
Till next time

Thursday, July 19, 2012


I am taking a road/camping trip to oregon next month. with stops in many other states as well. I am gonna hike 2 days into the Oregon wilderness, I hope it will be a spiritual journey. more next time.